My Adult Ideas

I was a geeky, fat, and coy twenty year old freshman in college when I started meeting people I met on dating websites. It was not long before I came across a cute man who was seven years older than I was. He was a unique man who was completely different. He was a type of guy who lived in a different state, had a different culture, and thought differently than the ordinary guys I had come across. Up until then, I was having fun on the dating websites but did not expect to find true love.

It was not long after we were emotionally connected. We communicated daily. He told me of his issues and I told him mine. We built a beautiful relationship on pure facts and honesty. He was aware of what I liked and we became dependent on each others advice to get through the day. A few months after having an Internet relationship, we decided to meet in person. Our meeting was fantastic. It was a brief encounter , but we created passionate memorable memories with those few moments we were together. Our feelings were mutual towards one another. It seemed like we did not want to leave each other's presence, but our realities were that we lived two thousand miles from each other.

When I got back home after our encounter, I knew I was in love. I could not help to think about him all day long. The thoughts of him brought smiles to my face. The moments we spent talking on the phone seemed magical, but the distance that separated us was too painfully real. I continued using the dating websites hoping that I would find someone else to occupy my thoughts with, but it did not happen.

This older man and I arranged a couple of other dates where we had a great time together. Kisses were shared. beautiful words were said and innocent moments sleeping side by side made our emotions stronger. The moments we shared came to a screeching halt after he decided to move closer to me. Ironically, the change provided him with a change of heart. As I waited for him on the dating websites we had arranged to join, he slept around with a woman he had met at his new job. While he had sex with this girl, he tore the bond he had created with me.